The beetle crawls on the ground and therefor in a natural sense represents creative powers. The orange disc above its head represents rising of these forces. The colour blue may represent air, lungs and breathing as a means to transmute these forces.
The conflict with you and your seed within. There are two lifeforms within you. One is the life that is you, a manifest life form, the other is the seed of life within you that will eventually become your child, an unmanifest life form.