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Celibacy process

While a course of celibacy throughout teenage years was employed as motivation increased to exercise and work out.

Thoughts of feeling of being addicted to exercise came about, as a realisation now of being addicted to this energy which was rising through me, as stretching and exercise in the gym helped this energy rise.

Now in my thirties a realisation dawned within how Gurus and Yogis advocate, to stretch to do yoga.

It helps this energy rise, this creative or sexual energy within.

You perceive this energy to be sexual, this is your first perception of it, but if you let it rise you will start to perceive it as emotional, or psychological or mental energy, it’s the same force or energy only you perceive it differently, through different parts of yourself.

As the celibacy process progressed throughout teenage years, a feeling to become more compassionate and generous ensued.

This journey of celibacy helps you realise how you are selfish, as you become selfless, and realise that is the only way, every other way has too many potential problems.

While finding people becoming more attracted to you , particularly those of the opposite sex as you become celibate.

Whereas as getting older and growing into my twenties, I found it more difficult to maintain celibacy, as there was a lot of change in my life, while starting to come into contact with members of the opposite sex more frequently.

While each time being in a rut, a thought came to be celibate, wherein after a few weeks of being celibate the heart came back to life and good feeling came into it.

Once a connection of love was felt, through the process of celibacy, it was easy to attract what was loved in life, while the celibacy process would intuitively bring ideas into my mind, as to how to attain what was loved.

Noticing how my social circle started to expand and how more people wanted to be in my company.

Where, as the journey of celibacy goes on, it helps you come up with solutions to problems, as it may be easy to focus on the solution to a problem and think that it is the be all and end all solution for everything.

Some ideas which intuitively came, while being celibate, was to bring more white light into my life to awaken me or help me focus on what was loved, because of feelings of depression, or to eat more fruit to bring great feelings of compassion into the heart, and yet for years thoughts that these were the solutions to aid me, within my life.

Not giving enough importance or presedence to the process of celibacy and all the exercising and stretching or emotional and mental work done in previous years.

Thinking that happiness came because of circumstances within one moment, not realising that it was a culmination of years of work.

Working on emotional, psychological, mental issues etc, while being celibate.

Your creative or sexual energy is like a force which rises up to make you deal with the suppressed traumas inside you.

2012 energetic changeover.

While as the Universal energy changed in 2012, something changed me inside, as if the Universe had reset itself within.

Feelings of being reset or brought down energetically.

Nothing worked, connections could not be made to anything, emotionally, mentally, spiritualy etc.

Eventually over a couple of years dreams had, would bring life back within, there to cement the idea of what was working in the past for one’s life.

Where sound was something which made a big difference, which was that which would really help to bring about balance, the vibrations, tones, pitches etc, really helped with headaches, depression, anxiety etc.

While differing frequencies, like solfegio frequencies helped, following on from such dreams a sense of being thought within, a dream teaching to be celibate presenting the colour orange, to aid in the healing or balancing process within the creative force..

This dream shone a bright orange light which came closer within, while sensing an element of creativity within the dream..

Drawing an associated to this dream with the sacral chakra in India, with creativity and sexuality, a journey started, whereby an interest was taken, in the idea of being celibate again.

And yet whereas an awakening process occured, a realisation dawned how the old ideas associated with spiritualitty, eating more fruit, getting more light etc.

These ideas didn’t work this time, as a thought of the reason they didn’t work was because of being conscious of how this process could benefit me, as it had happened before.

Wherein being conscious of how they could be influenced to benefit one’s life, and embracing light or fruit was actually selfish in this instance.

This process of celibacy is about letting go, so you can’t have knowledge of how you are going to benefit from these practices associated with celibacy.

The more you know or the more influence you have over these perceived forces the worse it is going to be on you in the long run, while trying to let go.

It’s not about eating more fruit or getting more light, doing all these tricks to try and awaken ourselves, we won’t.

If we think we can influence the spiritual energies in some way, we’re only making it worse.

Your mental and emotional energy etc, is stopping this celibacy process from rising and you need to learn to let go.

Dna awakening

Spiritual sickness

Sneezing or feeling fluey.

The origin of your sickness may not be what you think it is at all.

I have been feeling these symptoms lately.

It started out with me constantly having to swallow because there is always something stuck in my throat.

Now I’m sneezing all the time, and feel like I have a constant cold.

But I just thought to my self, maybe these ailments have a spiritual origin, or are happening because of activations within my DNA.

Over the past six months I have being having dreams of me moving into the sky and I believe this corresponds to me moving into the blue chakra (throat) and I am becoming more communicative.

I also have dreams of a fire rising higher inside me.

But ancient mesoamerican scriptures say we as a planet of people will move into the fifth world in these times, I believe this is referring to the fifth chakra which is the throat.

The reason we are feeling sick lately is that our vibration has been increasing and our bodies, spirit or soul is perhaps increasing in temperature, readying us for the fifth world (advanced communication)

Our biological system is struggling to deal with this temperature rise, bacteria inside us now must think that summer has come 

Because the environment inside us would be much warmer now, due to our higher vibration.

And this is why we’re feeling so sick.

The symptoms I have correspond to the throat, constantly having something in my throat and my sinuses constantly acting up.

But the throat also corresponds to the air or sky around us, as we cannot communicate unless there is air to propagate the sound waves.

The air we breath also enters through the mouth and down our throat and into our lungs.

The throat and the air definitely have a big association with one another.

So a lot of disturbances will happen in the air or sky while we awaken within the fifth or throat chakra.
(Fifth world)

This awakening is not only happening to select individuals it is happening to our planet as a whole.

While we make this transformation into the fifth world, fifth chakra or throat.

To become more communicative.

You will see a lot of upheaval socially, politically etc and in the media.

And the unfortunate deaths of so many great musicians and artists in 2016, unfortunately I believe are a symptom of the fifth world or throat chakra awakening.

But now there are a lot of accidents happening in the sky and sea in 2017
And the sky and sea being the colour blue also corresponds to the bright blue chakra which is the throat.

But these tragedies will also be followed with triumphs, as our throats energy begins to clear we will begin to see new and innovative ways of dealing with these tragedies.

I believe that David Bowie already knew about his death and was awaiting his transformation or awakening which would happen through his dying.

Many scenes within his last album were of a spiritual or biblical nature
Which would make you believe that he was well aware of his entrance into a new way of being and perhaps his transformation into the fifth world.

A passage i want to reflect on comes from the bible, which sees the hailing of meteors on the judgement day, and I wondered does the revelation corespondent to us awakening within the fifth chakra or throat and would correspond to the bright blue colour of the sky.

That as we vibrate and awaken within the throat that the disturbances will also happen within the sky.

This is why ancient cultures say many animals will be washed up on our shores in the end times, as the blue colour of the sea also corresponds to the throat and us moving into a more communicative world.

It is also mentioned in the book of Hosea.

Could Hosea be a reference to the sea

Hosea 4:3 – Ho sea

Something extra to consider

Job 41:21  / 41:12

“Out of his nostrils goeth smoke, as out of a seething pot or caldron”.

I would argue that this sentence from the book of job should read,

“Out of his nostrils cometh smoke, as out of a seething pot or caldron”.

The word cometh has two meaning

It means to come and also means for a large celestial body to move across the sky.

My point is that the word cometh meaning to come was created while someone was awakening within the throat chakra and developed the word cometh to not only reflect the word to come but also the cometh in the sky.

Both the throat (development of language) and events in the air or sky have a direct correlation.